Citius, Altius, Fortius.

Just a flashback on a random night

2012-02-27T04:53:00.003-08:00

Woah, I just typed one gay post about my p6-sec 1 life and it's really damn alot and to an extent personal. So I decided not to post it for now, save it for next time, maybe a special graduation post. Hahahahaha. It came out of the blue. I just realized I changed alot especially in thinking.

Today not much, spent it with my bff Zhiyi.

Random: Last time, when I was young, I like to be cool. Now, I think being noob is cool. Haha! Last time, I would lie to my parents about where I am etc, because I didn't have that much freedom to go out as and when and come back any time I like. Now, I find that I cannot lie to my parents or friends or bf. Lying makes me feel uncomfortable. I realized that the more I lie, the less trust they have in me. The more truth I tell, the more freedom I have. Now, I have so much freedom, I don't even abuse it. As long as I know what I'm doing, I tell the truth, I don't feel the constant fear that my parents will find out I lied. Isn't that good? I used to think, being an .... is quite fun and cool. Erm.... *facepalm*. Okay can. I don't even recognize the person I was before you know!?!??! I think it really is quite disgusting for one to throw away education and etc. Nobody likes broken english. And I don't see why snapping pics and linking them with a broken englishfied, ayg wise but just ripped off tumblr the tumblr quotes, slap them up, same pose act cute face taken by a shitty phone camera, are even nice at all. Okay... okay... everyone looks the same like that. I have to admit I used to do that........ HAHAHAH. Which is why you'll find that that bimbotic facebook account of mine has been deleted and replaced by a much stagnant and noob-but-cool new account. Hahahah!

Good English is sexy! #SpeakGoodEnglishMovement

A random musing on a random night.

2012-02-26T03:20:00.003-08:00

夢ぢには

あしもやすめず

かよへども

うつつにひとめ

見しごとはあらず

Though I go to you

ceaselessly along dream paths,

the sum of those trysts

is less than a single glimpse

granted in the waking world.

Once upon a time, I asked Celestine (@c0mplic4ted.blogspot.com; she's also the one who designed the beautiful skin of this very blog you're reading!) why she liked Japanese-translated-into-english books. She replied that she loved how beautifully they described things in simple words. It wasn't until after then that I began to notice that too. There's something really pretty about that - the fact that it uses simple vocab to describe the falling of snow or the autumn leaves, or some regular thing like hot chocolate on a cold day.

So I was just googling some Japanese poems. And all of them are so beautiful.

It’s spring!
when threads of green willow
twine together,
or tangle among blossoms
that are bursting their seams.

This thing called parting
Has no color
Yet it seeps into our hearts
And stains them with loneliness.

Like a wild cherry
glimpsed dimly
through a break in the mist—
that’s the kind can
stir you to desire.

I'm talkin' bout candlelight dinners, trips around the world.

2012-02-25T08:02:00.005-08:00

Hi! That's me being a hypocrite "studying" as seen from the amath book in my lap but actually texting Zhiyi. Hahahahahaha. Sadly I did not capture pictures at Junior Trials. Well I did, 1, and it was a terrible pic. Check it out below! My bf is the one on the right in the fencing suit.

So on Saturday I woke up around 8.30AM. Then I decided to go for a jog. What a rare moment of determination!!!!!!! Everyone pls clap for me

Hahahaahah. So after my jog, I went home and lifted some weights. Yet another rare moment of determination! And I did crunches. It was an unusual Saturday morning where dreams took flight. Now if only I could enhance that determination to my everyday life...... I could overtake edwin to be "the best in the world".

Anyway, I got lazy and decided to ask my dad to drive me down to JE sports hall to watch lee. I had a catnap in the car. Hahahaha. Upon arrival I was dismayed to hear that lee finished his poules. See la why I so late :( Anyway, Sam told me they all did well. CCHY's male epee both win all their poules, and the only cchy sabreur whom is lee also won all his poules. #waseh!!

I was quite happy to hear that. LOL

After comp, had a late lunch with lee and then we went on a random adventure. That just means that we had no agenda and picked a random mrt station to alight and walked around til we see a random place.

There was this clearing much similar to the one in twilight. LOL just saying

Meh nothing much to talk about also. Reached home at 1030 to 11 or something.

I was dead tired!

He he he.

But today I learnt something new

When I woke up today I had a bad dream. And then bf told me he had a dream. And I was mindfucked coz we kinda had the same dream. LOL

Anyway pardon the lack of excitement in this post because my mind is sorted out to diff things. I am multi tasking, thereby decreasing productivity. Okay bye and have a great sunday!

Finally sixteen!

2012-02-24T18:03:00.002-08:00

A very happy birthday to the lovely girl above, @fluffysheepzxc.blogspot.com ! There are more glam ones but I thought she looked really cute in this picture so.. hehe.

Hi girl, I hope you enjoy your birthday.... studying. Haha it's okay! It's your birthday so you will magically be able to remember everything you study k? Hehehehehe. Thanks for the great times I've had with you, laughing, chatting, complaining, swimming, studying etc etc. I am really glad that you were a part of the later half of my sec 3 life ^_^ Alright, hope you will enjoy your birthday and may 2012 be fruitful to you! As the saying goes, "You will dread the miles ahead, but you won't regret those behind". So continue to strive hard and get the results you want! You only have one shot. ^_^

To walk within the lines would make my life so boring, I want to know that I have been to the extreme

2012-02-24T05:49:00.003-08:00

Hi guys, it's finally Friday! Okay maybe I shouldn't use the word "finally" because the week has passed quite fast. After Monday, the rest of the week just slips by!

Today was a good day. Had Common Test. For other schools they're ending CT yet cchy is only starting. I guess it is also good. No stress no stress no stress ~ Haha I quite like Common Tests! Short and sweet and engaging. Lesser homework, and also a great time to force yourself to catch up on any topics you're lagging behind on because you know you gon be tested on it for CT!

Had Combined Humanities today in the morning before having Emaths in the afternoon. Thanks @onehundredfive.blogspot.com for teaching me the crucial emath thingy in the last moments before emath started! ^_^

Okay everybody go youtube search for "zara larsson". She is so pretty! One of, if not the most, good looking girl in my opinion. She's from Sweden and won Sweden's Got Talent when she was younger around 9-11 or something. Now she's 14 if I ain't wrong and boy, is she beautiful!

I like Abraham Lim, Megan Lee and Arden Cho as well. They 3 are all youtube stars.

Okay back to my day. Had training which was quite shiok today. Fenced team event against Eric's team. Hillary, me, Fiona/Marcus against Eric, Xinjuan and Reea.

After training spent the rest of the afternoon with lee. Went ishimura. He cabbed home and since I was going to ktph to visit my grandfather which was on the way, cabby dropped me off first. Bought my favourite strawberry pocky! Nope it's not the gay pink shit you find everywhere, it's the strawberry flake one. the package is like "Tsubu Tsubu Pocky Strawberry Strawberry Flake 7% in Cream" LOL

Okay and I came home and watched fencing videos. Still cannot get over the "I am a Fencing Champion video" which I shared a couple posts back. If you are a fencer you shoudl understand the video. LOL

Kay bye nothing interesting to update. Tomorrow I will be going to watch my boy at his competition.

2012-02-23T16:16:00.002-08:00

Hi. It's 8:17 am and im in class. My common test starts in an hour. It's finally Friday. The boy is having competition tomorrow. Hehe.
I'm having mine next week. My blade is not ready!

Hm. I should be listening to yulan. Anyway, thank god for the people sitting around me in class- yingying, tinghui, huiqing, and Edwin

K can yulanjust caught me using phone so bye

I close both locks below the windows, I close both blinds and turn away

2012-02-23T07:01:00.003-08:00

With my dear gayboy Calvin! Hahahahaha. Envious max, he won some video competition and he's going off to London around August!!! Crazy!! Hehe. Of course happy for him la ^_^ Congrats cal! :) Hehehhe. Credits for photos to him. Camwhored at... mos. LOL

2012-02-23T04:27:00.002-08:00

If you are a fencer, do watch this. This is funny. LOL. Lee introduced this to me. Hahahahahahahhahahaahahaha. You can watch the other related videos. LOL. Why am I wasting my time on this when I have emath and com hum CT tmr.. LOL

2012-02-23T02:46:00.004-08:00

Okay, hi guys. Actually I took some pictures with my all new point and shoot but I can't find the cable to upload so, too bad! This is just a picture I snapped with kar ming's SII of him doing his homework like a good ah boy with the man behind arranging tables for CT! He and Jincheng were being hardworking monitors helping us arrange tables. Don't my classmates feel bad now !

Erm, not much to talk about. This week, monday I went home, napped and dk do what. Tuesday I also forgot. Oh ya, SS lecture after school. Then wednesday, (yesterday), went hospital after school to visit my grandfather. I was so tired, that I fell asleep. I woke up with a neck cramp. -_- Then went home around evening. After which, I went for a jog and lifted some weights so that I will always win edwin and be stronger than him. LOL

Today, had motivational talk for cloves and erm it wasn't really motivational. Slap some cliche quotes on pictures of beaches, sun, sand, sea and mountains = motivation from the speaker? oooookay. Say some vaguely sad sob story and sing song = motivating? I see what she did there...

In my opinion, it was a waste of time. She didn't really get to any points but just beat around the bush talking about how it's time to GET UP and LIVE and live it up to your POTENTIAL and not let this and that affect you blah blah. I saw the same circular graph thingy every 3-4 slides out of the 70+++++++ ppt slides of nonsense pictures of the sea and sun and sand. The cliche stuff she put in the slides made it worse. It felt too commercialized and nothing from the heart of herself. So it was so fake and non motivating. But then she coughs out a sob story for the sake of singing. Erm, okay. I'll admit her voice isn't half bad but I felt absolutely no motivation from her talk. To an extent it made my skin crawl. or maybe that's just me.

I'm pretty sure the adam khoo workshop will be a gohbillion times better than this. LOL

My brother had it when he was sec 4 and he said 3/4 of the girls cried. holy... get your kleenexes at the ready my friends

Okay, so we had some talk after lunch. We could choose our choice of talk ranging from yjc to tourism thingy and banking and nursing etc. I chose the yjc one. My leg was cramping. I can't even remember anything about the talk. That was how influential it was. Don't get me wrong - I thought it wasn't half bad. As in, it wasn't boring. It was non climatic fo sho, but it wasn't the sleepable kinda talk either. But it gave me absolutely zero impact because I can hardly remember a thing save for the fact that nobody takes KI there so. Yeah. Maybe they could spruce up the excitement level from bah to wow. The only thing I remember about yj is the fact that Jon is there.

After school rotted in class with lee. Went bbt shop with lee afterwards. Then lee went home, I went back to school to find my bros

Kel, Zhiyi and I bused back. Kel went home whereas ZHiyi and I went to his house. I flopped down on his giant red all new beanbag and rolled around while he bathed. It was so comfy! I'm contemplating getting one for my room, but it's around $200 so it's a no for now since so many people's birthdays are coming up.... Kenny, Byran, Belle, Zhiyi, Calvin etc.... All my best friends and sunshine leh! Walao eh! Cannot space out and let me save more money to spend on them one leh

LOL

Kel came down to meet us afterwards, then bused to mos. Slack there til 6.15 then they sent me home. Homed a ha;f hour too late to go jogging :( It's getting dark and I don't like to *start* jogging after 6.30PM cos I'm wimpy like that! Sorry la, I no balls right... & I also don't like to jog along pavements beside cars breathe in all the carbon monoxide right..................

Hahahahahah, okay, I feel so disgusting now. So dirty and *** ! TIME TO BATHE and do some weights so that I will *still* be stronger than omenha! Hahahahahahah

oops tomorrow CT better go study my iraq kuwait and terrorism later. Thank god for lit! No need study. How to study POV you tell me

WA SIAN TMR EMATH, must do well later make gohbillion sad I will sad also

teehee

Sorry for the gay giggle

Kay can. Listening to the cutie Archie's Barriers now.

2012-02-22T00:40:00.002-08:00

Hey guys , thought I'd do a short update since I'm free. Well, it's Wednesday and I'm at ktph visiting my grandfather. It's not really visiting hours but, my mum is too cool to conform to such rules. Yeah, so mum came to pick me up after school and we came here. Anyway, I've had quite a piss-ful day. But whatevs. I got so much to do and so little time. Heh. Happy founders day to scouts! LOL. Edwin is a scout. Just sayin.

Meh. I'm so tired.

Oh yeah. Edgar Ellen poe is awesome. We read his works recently in lit class.

give me something that I need

2012-02-19T04:23:00.000-08:00

A heart was meant to beat. And air was meant to be breathed, close to your ear. And your skin was meant to remember what mine felt like. And some songs were meant to play on repeat. And the sun was meant to come down. And we were meant to ignore it when it woke up. And days were meant to pass. And nights were meant to follow. And your eyes were meant to cry out whatever pain was left.

And I never meant to hurt you.

But I guess that's what everyone says.

via I Wrote This For You

Spent today with Nixuan. Faggot Celestine pangseh! She was just a lazy person heh

In the evening met Calvin for a jog. But I was an unfit ball of rubbish. Because i am forever skipping fencing training warmup jogs. See la, now I pay for it. *feels utterly disgusted at self*

And I was just looking at my old blogs. What a bimbo I was a year ago! LOL. Still bimbotic sometimes now but less cringe worthy okay?! Sigh!

As you can probably tell all the pictures are from my old blogs. As I had randomly picked the entries to choose the pics from, please do not despair if you do not see your face. LOL

Lastly I think it will be good news to you since you are reading this; I hope to be able to blog much much more often than I have been this year. Heheh. I will bring a P&S (point and shoot) camera around like before. And it will be pink. Although it is not my canon ixus 105 which has faithfully served me to the end of its short 1 year lifespan before my dslr. Anyway for an ixus is has been awesome, working even after getting drenched in a heavy downpour in bintan and countless drops from various heights.

I would say it defied the death notebook of canon ixuses. LOL

One thing I really miss is my hair length.... y i go cut

Okay, bye! hope you had fun seeing my old pics.

my thoughts are stars I cannot quite fathom into constellations

2012-02-18T08:28:00.001-08:00

Hi guys! It's time to update because @bitterbubblegums.blogspot has requested me to update so... here goes nothing!

I'll backtrack, so I'll start off with today - Saturday ( 18 Feb )

I woke up at 7am thereabouts, feeling kind of lethargic and crappy because I'd gone to bed not really happy and I was really tired out on Friday night. I got home slightly after midnight and found my dad asleep on the couch while staying up to wait for my arrival safely at home. Since he'd only slept 3 hours the night before that (thursday night), I decided to be nice and not wake him up. It wasn't like I could if I tried, anyway - when I closed the squeaky bathroom door and accidentally made some soft noises, he didn't even stir. God knows what could wake him up.

So yeah, as I was saying *breaks numerous times to reply texts* (God I hate texting and blogging. It's all or nothing. But again it's my dear friends and lee so...), I woke up today and it was only because I had a bad dream. It seems as though there is a connection between sleeping angry and having bad dreams. It's like they're in direct proportion to each other.

I eventually fell asleep before waking up again about a quarter to 11. And then I rolled around and slacked.

After lunch, dad drove mom & I to vivo. Last week, I'd went to Page One with unsuccessful results because the 2 hour long queue pissed me off. This week, I went, thinking it would be a smaller queue.

Good god, the queue was THREE hours long this time.

I shake my head back and forth

So poor dad queued, lonely as a cloud amongst the sea of strangers, while mom and I roamed the place. I bought a huge load of books that made my arm ache, and that's saying a lot for someone like me trained to carry a shitload of bricks-heavy school textbooks on my arms (week)daily because my bag is too tiny because I want to act cute and not make my bag sag like some old person's arms

So I bought a ton of books at 70% off which only amounted to $74 +++ . Which would be about $247 at its full price. So now you know bookstores have been ripping us off

Afterwards, we went to Starbucks to have a cuppa. My dad needed some caffeine to power him up for the road. I got my all time favourite soy banana muffin and I tried this drink called soy green tea latte. Like mirabelle says, I like guailan things.

And after eating some old fashioned glazed, muffin and my drink, we walked towards to carpark. But my mum saw tom and jerry's shorts displayed in NUM. LOL wtf so she wanted to go and see because she said very nice. However the very cunning daughter of hers somehow convinced her to get a hot pink laptop bag for her.

In my defense, I have been eyeing that laptop bag for ages!

Hmm. So afterwards, I went to ktp to visit my grandfather. And then I reached home about 9PM.

That's it for my saturday!

So let's go back to Friday. On friday I was having a so so day. I forgot to bring my phone out. Even when I came home to bring it for night training, I *still* forgot to bring it. Good job.

But I was kinda pissed off at night. because someone gave us wrong instructions "you all free just go down and train" right. Wasted my freaking time

But the dude there was nice enough to explain.

Fun fact: When I'm extremely worked up, agitated, pissed, angry, disappointed, sad, shocked (from sadness), my hands and feet become extremely cold. And I don't talk. I might look calm, but you wouldn't want to talk to me.

Fun fact #2: I only get worked up over the things I prioritise alot, be it people or values or goals.

Okay... Thursday wasn't much. I can't really remember. I went for training. After training slacked with lee and ng before heading home.

Wednesday was spent in school after school doing up my maths file and physics , both overdued, and jess and fith accompanied me. :)

It was raining heavily, and the atmosphere was kinda detached in a really mournful way. Which was really cool because you aren't really sad but you feel sad over nothing. And you know you can get over that sadness easily. But there's just something really familiar about that sadness.

What am I talking about... do you know that feeling?

Tuesday was Valentine's , and that was the first time meeting lee for breakfast because guess who's always a lazy piggy?

That was not funny, everybody. It is not me!!!

But yeah. Had breakfast at northpoint mac just so I could drop by starbucks and grab breakfast for my bbg which was a muffin btw. LOL. I wanted some red velvet cupcake but hmm I could not find it.

Check out the very adorable person above!!

Once again it is not funny, everyone. It's me this time okay! h3h3h3

Okay erm I remember getting raped by syaffy...

here is evidence.

Don't judge me! Who cares about looking glam when you're getting raped? By rape I really mean rape.... *all victims look meaningfully at syafiqah*

Okay, it seems the magic of valentine's allowed everyone a break from what was an initially dreaded afternoon of ss/electives stayback. Teacher did not come ~

So ah, I spent my afternoon with Fithri and abu chilling in the canteen waiting for lee's sup to end. After which we went to bbt nearby to open his present from me :P Because I was so impatient to see his reaction. HEHEHEHEH.

Let me tell you his expression was freaking priceless! It gave me much joy to see him loving his present :P

Okayyy. Erm I wasted alot of time blogging and stopping halfway. I finally posted to here and it's now sunday 19 feb 12.23AM LOL

Okay busy day ahead, goodnight!

Thanks for the love,

2012-02-14T05:41:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, I'm really proud of my lovely friends whom have all contributed to making my last valentine's day in CCHY a very memorable one! Just look at all the love above in the picture. :P And that was after eating about a third of them. Okay, don't you think I have such thoughtful and sweet friends too? Really damn blissful today!

I received body shop's manicure set, jigsaw puzzle, a heart shaped box of ferrero, cake-like towel which I will put to good use and wipe my sweat after fencing, the many lovely cards from fencers and schoolmates, a rose, a toy flower, lots of hand baked cookies, muffin etc, little boxes of chocolates & strawberry chocolates, lollipps, hershey's kiss, hand folded rose, other ferrero, sweets, kinder bueno, a drawing, pictures and perhaps a few more I forgot x.x

Well, not forgetting the wishes as well. Thanks everyone! (and my bf!!)

I wanted to type names down but I'm really afraid I forget one or two, and that wouldn't be very nice of me when my friends have been the loveliest bunch ever! Nonetheless, please know I appreciated every single gesture very much! ^_^

So once again, thanks alot everybody, and I hope you've enjoyed my little gifts as well. <3

execute

2012-02-13T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! It's Monday night and it's 9.30PM. Unfortunately I haven't done a single piece of homework. *sighs* I know right? :/ I feel terrible too. Unfortunately... It was an unforseen circumstance.

Anyway, today I went to town after school with slirtson.

Evening, I went to the hospital. I don't really feel like saying it here but, as a result I was very sad so I didn't make any vday cards as per intention. Sorry guys. Hope you enjoy whatever it is I could possibly be giving you tomorrow.

Hmm, vday will be quite fun tomorrow. Not just with bf or what but also with friends. ^_^ After all... CCHY *does* call tomorrow Happy Friendship Day. Lulz ok can

I should really do my ss before -aur hates me more. I swear she really hates me

Well, buaiz. Enjoy tmr!

2012-02-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

At first I was sad. But then I read that thing above from tumblr (all pics in this post are credited to tumblr and their respective owners) and I felt much better. ^_^

2012-02-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

NO pictures today because belle didn't upload them! so... sorry!

Today was fine, went to belle's house to do some stuff and ah, jessica and fithri were there too. Zhiyi and Kelvin came in the late afternoon, and belle's sister Megan was a great help LOL.

Went to causeway point with Zhiyi afterwards, going to diff places to find my thing but still cannot find.. sian. I think tmr must go Orchard already. Went to dinner at ajisen with zhiyi thereafter.

Anyway suddenly freaking no mood to type. Damn. Feeling damn fed up.

All the things I've prepared... Just feel like throwing them away. Forget it. Obviously I'm doing useless stuff. Okay, can.

Bye. Hopefully yours was a weekend spent more fruitfully than mine. I wasted my days for nonsense.

2012-02-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, sorry for the lack of updates with pictures recently. I have been so busy!

Hmm, can't really recall my week except that there were days where I slacked in class after school talking with fithri and lee. And then there was Friday where Belle, Jessica & I went for lunch at Pastamania with Byran, Chua and Sum, and then afterwards split up, Byran, Jess and I went to school, Byran led us until we know how to go then he went home. So yeah. And after that Jess & I went to training half an hour late, just after warmups so we did them ourselves, and then we free fenced and sang songs and talked about all sorts of stuff like the end of the world based on various groups and religions and holy wars fought and why one religion advocated peace more than others and etc etc. I guess you could say we were talking about sensitive issues like religions. All of us are in different religions btw- Eric, abu, fithri, jess and I.

Ahhh, after that, bathed with Fith and Jess in school before heading to nearby coffeeshop for some iced milo with Eric and Abu and us three.

Then uh, Eric had to rush back so back we went to school and he went off. Fith and I were with lee and co til it started. WNAOL talk. It lasted for two hours then afterwards went to find Lee and NPS. Got a ride from edwin's mom to northpoint with them (: So Lee, Nps, and I went to Thai Express for a late dinner, and Jessica joined us soon after. Slacked, ate, talked cock until around closing time then we went home. 11 + ? Dad sent jess home and then finally went home.

This morning woke up early for SS sup, I went back to bed for 20 minutes therefore resulting in my being late for 9 minutes. Not bad okay!

After that went home, and met Jessica for awhile to do some shopping from 2.30-3.30, Then went home, the sun effing hot only. Went out again an hour later and met lee. Trained down to raffles place to get his guitar things and then had a fruit juice before leaving. He had to go off and I had to go elsewhere too. Went to Vivo by myself, at first I thought it would be rather lonely because I wanted to go buy books, and I know if those don't like books one will die of boredom so I didn't ask anyone but belle and calvin cos I guess only they two can tahan? Belle was busy and cal was too, so ... I went alone. It was pure bliss to get lost in the entire bookstore looking at books. LOL.

Eventually after I had a stack of books I realized the queue was actually a freaking 2 hours long?! Wtf? No way ! I went off -,-

Bought some stuff and then yeah , headed homeward bound around 9+. Met calvin at about 10 for dinner at mos. Then about 11 he sent me home and now it's like just 12.03 AM. Freaking tired. But I shall wait for lee to reach home because his phone is flat. Okay can.

Oh ya @ m_koh LOL, hi belle just now at 7-eleven around 10.40-55PM I saw TMShun. You know who I talking about not! See you tmr!

OKAY CAN GOODNIGHT!

2012-02-08T20:35:00.000-08:00

Blogging now in amath class.. Sigh. Thank god lessons for today are over, im left with cloves period then lunch, then assembly. Afterwards its training before heading home for the day! My tuesdays are always packed til 9+. Maybe I'll go mos with Calvin after that, if im not too tired. But I think I'll be.

Faggot slirtson sitting behind me, curled up in my jacket. She was like "your jacket smells like you leh...." okok! Me and Edwin were like GPAN ing.

Oh and hi belle if you're reading this u suck coz u pon school today LOL bet u watched anime

Yay amath is just over!

Poggy kelvin mikaiel beside me singing songs

Welcome to 4f

Bye gaise

2012-02-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

I am so tired lately.

I was late for school today because I woke up sleepily at 7.47 and texted slirtson "wanna have bfast?" knowing full well we'd be late if we did. But hey, that's what we did 2 weeks ago as well! So as expected that faggot replied "eat where? the answer must be mac" LOL. So... We eventually arrived in school at around 9.20AM. Good job ziman! This is why you're doing terribly in emath. Because you always skip GBL lessons on tuesdays.

Keep it up for a one way ticket to ite!

Anyway yeah today felt weird without training.

After school before SS lecture, strolled the school with zhiyi they all deesiaoing sec 1s LOL. For example they were singing some gay chinese oldie loudly to juniors and also we marched into this sec 1 class and sat down like it was normal and talked. LOL but they took it well and bade us goodbye happily. LOL

After lecture went ktp with lee til 6.30, then homed!

Okay thx bye time to do homework

2012-02-04T20:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Sunday everyone! It's 1.22PM and I'm heading out to meet fithri soon so I'll make this a quick post... Hopefully I'll get this up before I leave the house, otherwise I'll continue when I'm back and get this up by evening.

So these pictures are from yesterday night.

I guess I haven't been blogging much lately but I think I'll try to do so more often, perhaps once every two or three days? Haha

Anyway this week was good.

Erm, I tried something new this week? Heheheheheh ain't gonna tell you what it is :P

HAHAHAHAH OK LOOK AT THE PIC BELOW AND NOT LAUGH

CAN U DO IT

HAAAAAAAAA LOL I don't know who you are if you did not laugh or find it amusing. I was like, "okay belle now we take serious face while doing camwhore actions k"

Okay la fuck damn sad I just realized this picture is not funny at all because it's just by itself but if you were there last night you would know how hard it was to keep that straight a face

damn it!

it was one of those you-had-to-be-there funny jokes

Anyway I went to meet my MC - Chrislyn and Jolie, for a jogging session. I was late by an hour cause I ko-ed upon reaching home around 1PM after I went to school (late again) for morning SS sup before going ktp eat and slack with belle and zhiyi.

But yeah as a result I slept from 1.30-5.08 LOL

We were supposed to meet at 5 -,-

But yeah thank god they weren't angry!

So... jogged and stuff, talked alot and joked, this is why I really love my MC people. Heheheheheh. Afterwards we left stadium around 7pm+, then took bus back together. I very boyfriend-material okay, because I sent Chrislyn home. What a sweet bf I am

LOL *dies from death stare by somebadeh's old flame ahem ahem*

So went home slack around then met belle at about 10pm, then we went to SWIM!

LIKE SCARY RIGHT, all my pictures all never edit one. We reviewed the pictures then we started freaking out and screaming and scaring the fuck out of ourselves cause it was rather late, around 11PM already, then the camera ownself take until likethat!

Like ghost you know not!?!???!?

We were quite freaked out by this pic above because well, it was just scary. LOL I mean at night, nobody around... plus belle's gay scream? Not scared I say you got da balls

Okay, then after that we left around 11.45PM, called dad to pick us up and he sent belle home before we went home. Heheheheh.

And today morning I met fithri for a jog as well.

My mum very cutie because,

Me: Eh mi I'm going jogging with fithri tomorrow morning
(Telling her last night so that if she wakes up and find me gone she won't worry, like inform her first la)
Mum: Huh, so early for what! Now you stil going swimming at 9+ 10+PM so late, the water not cold meh?
Me: Yeah confirm cold one la! But I very man de *flex nonexistent biceps*
Mum: Huh... I so scared of you leh, you suddenly so man! Don't exercise so much la!

LOL MY MUM SAID I MAN SIA

ok can

my mum thinks I'm awesome and my dad thinks I'm the coolest shit ever

true story bro

This is why I have no motivation to be more awesome in studies (sigh major sigh) because at home my mum says "yes of course" when i ask her if i'm awesome and my dad says "couldn't be better" when I ask him if i'm cool

parents.... tsk

LOOOOOOL

Okay belle is so cute above LOL

@c********n

ok bye ! :) i may update tonight

2012-02-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

Wanted to type FUCK a million times but that ain't happening because I decided to be cool calm and collected. I will not lose my temper over tiny stuff anymore.

Seriously though, why do people get on my nerves so much?

Maybe they just do stuff I hate. Like walking slowly. Or taking their own sweet time. These are the top two things that really, really irk me to no end. But I guess most people don't feel the same so they do it. Well whatever it is it still pisses me. Get to the destination and stop strolling and taking your own sweet time! FUCK!

Whoops I just did it again

Noooo

restart

From now I will try to improve my temper around f*cking retards who do stuff that piss me off

No darlings I am not pmsing. Just people pissing me off in general. But okaaaay. Today *has* been a good day actually. Went to do my hair, treatment whole head and rebond fringe with Calvin. Afterwards went SSC for dinner at NYNY, his treat! Thanks babe! Then went KFP for some cotta panna before meeting qiwang then calvin sent me home about 9 or 10? but nobody was at home, I was so scared so he came over to slack a bit, we were watching aaron tan's new video! Wasey ~ so long sia. The content same one lo, all the vulgar sama sama one, not nice at all!

Today started off pretty great actually! Caught all the buses like exact timing. Like I reach the bus reached also. Not bad eh! Great ~ OKAY WHAT AM I TALKING it's 1 am i make no sense fucking tired sia.

eh shit I didn't mean that

I meant , I am extremely worn out.

K can! Bye!

Yours are the sweetest eyes I've seen.

2012-01-30T03:52:00.001-08:00

"If you admire the rainbow after the rain, why not learn to love again after the pain?"

Happy Monday to you too! It's rare I'm actually updating at this time, I know, it's just that today was such a good day, I *have* to pen it down.

It started off normally, just a regular terrible Monday, but I finally saw Zhiyi after a week of so of his absence in my life because he was busy enjoying life in Hokkaido ! But yeah lessons and shit were regular. Wait no it was good because while I usually cmi for the periods in between after recess and before lunch, ( Emath > Physics > Amath), today I amazingly felt okay!

And that was despite me sleeping at 2AM and waking at 6AM today.

Think I'm attaining vampiric status soon. Or maybe it's just kenny's influences

Anyway after school was just chatting with my dear mirabelle @bitterbubblegums.bs about random stuff under the sun from spitting on the person below our level to sec 1 days to Valentine's Day.... the timeframe between training and after school was hardly enough finish the conversation.

Ah, yes, now we come to the highlight of my day - training.

I used to love going to trainings in sec 1 and 2 and the early part of sec 3 because it was the only place I could go to escape from the stuff that was going wrong in my real day-to-day life. In sec 1, fencing gave me the best memories. Now it's hard to see us epee girls all attending training together. But today it was such a rare moment that we did, and it was like back to sec 1 days again because we had so much laughter and fun and sweat and pain like before, and it felt so comfortable and familiar.

Doing abcercises together, watching the same people who've been guiding us since sec 1 free fencing, our guys epee dudes grew up so much LOL. So did we. It was sad to feel so contented and blissful being with the pioneer batch of epee fencers today because I know it's going to end soon, all of us off to our various different paths.

It's inevitable, really, but I miss them already. I wish I could hold on to that moment.

Okay, glamourousguuurl96 wanna act cute, pls tahan. LOLjk just put that peace sign to cover one pimple that grew out of nowhere... x.x *exposed*

LOL MAPLESTORY ELLINIA : The Tree That Grew I, The Tree That Grew II and The Tree That Grew III

#StoryOfMyLifeAsACleric #BackWhenMapleWasActuallyFun

The Pimple That Grew I (ft. Ziman)

#ReplaceMapleMapNamesWithPimple

Why am I so lame that I actually have these thoughts

faaaark

Anyway yeah I felt so fucking alive and happy after training today. Been a long time since I felt this way!

(Y) This really reminds me how much I love fencing deep down LOL

Crap I'm beat as hell ... survived on 4 hours of sleep. I must be running on love

We found love in a hopeless place

2012-01-27T18:32:00.000-08:00

Friday was a funny day because Belle and I were lab partners in Chemistry where we were doing exothermic and endothermic reaction experiments. If you're those must-follow-instructions-100%ly type of people, you can never be friends with me because if the instructions say "add 1 serving of chemical X", I'll add 2 or more. LOL. Similarly for during lower secondary days of F&N, add 1 teaspoon sugar I'll add 2. Sigh... #scorpios' extremist attitudes. tsk

Well, so you get the idea. After every shit was over we returned our stuff and everyone else returned their acid C (which was sulfuric acid I believe) and powder A and stuff, theirs still had like 80% of the initial amount but ours were shamefully empty.

Cause after we finished our proper experiments we started gaying around with the chemicals and started having clement-like expressions when the copper II sulfate plus sulfuric acid (which did not react together initially FYI) solution in the test tube was suffocated by a cloud of powder A (sadly I did not manage to find out what the heck it was; it was just labelled A.). This was because the whole pale blue solution in the test tube immediately effervesced the fuck out of the test tube and the whole shit really bubbled up like what the hell in mere seconds after powder A made contact with the solution. As an extremist I added a whole shitload so the effects were multipled and therefore the bubbling volcano of a test tube dripped down on my hands and on our stuff as I rushed to the sink to clean up. Belle and I were shrieking in awe and cracking up like little kids. Oh and the solution turned into a brilliant, clear deep sea blue. It was Maldives' waters in a test tube, baby! Woohoo. Totally felt like swimming looking at that delicious waters in the test tube. Argh

Oh so that is how it feels to be a secondary school kid being a mad scientist in the lab. *thinks back on primary school memories where going to the Science Lab to do absolutely no chemical reaction-y lame experiments were too fun and dorkly ol' me couldn't wait to be in secondary school and cause explosions in the Science Lab.* -shakes my head-

LOL

Anyway yeah we also did another one, with idk what stuff. It was, as we both agreed unanimously, a 'winter wonderland' in a test tube. It was in a hue of the palest of blues with while clumps of powder A sedimented & segregated at the bottom, and also dots of powder A floating around when you shake it. Because we added this transparent crystallized clumps, it made the entire solution cold, at abouuuuut 12.7 degree Celsius if I remember correctly. It was DAMN COOL! Totally winter wonderland yo.

I wish you could have seen and felt it. :(

LOL

By the way I'm decorating my room. Not really decorate just pasting some pictures LOL. You can come my house and see it if you're my friend. ^_^

Saturday is today, and today I woke up at 10+++ AM. Went out with my mommy and aunt and kid cousin for brunch at Toast Box @ cwp and I looked pretty faggoty wearing lee's jacket but it's mad comfortable and lovely so ... ^_^ The weather was pleasing anyway. ^_^

Went popular to search for books but apparently I couldn't find any suitable ones because I had too many to choose from and only a $50 to spend. Seriously, $50 is nothing on a book spree. *sighs deeply*

So with my fail $50 and ms serena's $5 popular voucher I went home sadly without any loots but I went to northpoint later in the afternoon and used them LOL. Bought pretty papers and ribbons. Hahahahahha all that pretty junk with no shit to use on.. LOL. Time to develop some pictures!

Okay why am I blogging about such things. LOL time to head out; it's 8.19PM and I'm alone at home. Whaaaaaat ? Obviously time to head out! haiyo.

2012-01-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

Okay seriously! I had enough of

1) people complaining about how much or should I say how little they got for this year's hong baos

2) let us not talk about this

for 1), I really don't understand why people bother to keep track. Technically you are just receiving what your parents gave, plus minus a bit. CNY is really not about hong baos so why make yourself sian over the amount you got? Sigh! Too many people are complaining about it over twitter and facebook which totally pisses me off cos that's just ruining the real shit about CNY and reunions. Maybe you're thinking "aiyah lame la don't talk so much, you probably got more every year so that's why you say until so nice right", but the truth is that me and my brother give *all* our red packets to my mum every year since young. Because technically it's her money what. We receive she and my dad don't need to give? Somemore still make a nett loss because she will give cleaners and those working on cny if we happen to utilize their services (i.e condo security guards, cashiers, cleaners). So besides Ya Shui Qian I don't keep red packet money. So you should be happy you get extra money without you doing any work for it. Complain somemore and you lose sight of what should really matter about CNY.

Whew ok finally down with that shit that pissed me off online as I was looking at twitter and facebook.

Ok can.

Anyway with a new haircut and a new school bag I am looking forward to school. Can't wait for CNY to be over. It is now overrated due to the shift in the paradigm of the true CNY shits. Or at least in my life it is

2012-01-23T03:02:00.000-08:00

Tumblring when I saw the jpg below. Hahahahahahaaha! Took me ten seconds to understand that it was a joke. LOL #slow

Now that was funny. Check it out. LOL

2012-01-22T19:40:00.000-08:00

Walao eh! Why blogger upload my pictures so tiny!?!??!?! Fark!

Nevermind. Now it's 11.55AM and I'm left with 5 minutes of being a vegan LOL. Today is chu yi shi wu which directly translated is something like... "come out one fifteenth" LOL ok pardon my chinese

Anyway CNY has been alright so far! But I'm looking forward to about 30 hours later. LOL. ;-)

That's about when Lee will be back! ^_^

Okay, Byran, if you're reading this, actually during CNY I still got workout okay! I just went to the gym yesterday and I think I"m going again today :P So... I wonder who's going to cut the hair. Hmm

Oh ya and I have been singing songs with my cousin Wagen. He plays the guitar and I sing and there's no shioker feeling than when you both really get into the song. LOL okay fine maybe cracking your spine is shioker but still..

Oh and because of that I have voluntarily abstained from gambling this cny! LOL. I don't even miss it.

YEAH MAN finally noon time to eat MEAT

*hungry

bYE FAGGOTS enjoy this terrible I-only-post-because-I-want-Time-to-pass-so-I-can-eat-meat post

2012-01-21T22:07:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY everyone! ^_^ CNY used to be my favourite holiday/special occasion all year round but as of the past two years it's slowly becoming my least liked holiday.

Nonetheless, I hope you all enjoy your CNY! I know I will be too. :) EVen though it's my least liked, it's not disliked. Harhar.

On a side note... two of the few people in my heart are overseas. Haiyo! I miss them! Hope Zhiyi hurry up come back :< He went Japan wdf. He's gonna miss the week of school when it reopens and he will be sorely missed by me ;( And lee just went msia a couple hours ago but it's too long!!! Miss the both of them to bits. I hope they have a safe trip!

Happiness is pushing your limits and watching them back down

2012-01-20T18:09:00.000-08:00

Guess who's been a lazy ass blogger recently as of 2012? Yup it's you. Nah jk it's not you, it's me.

Whatever. Ha. I haven't been using my dslr lately, why? Hmm. Okay self help books would tell me not to put myself down by calling myself lazy ass so... I've been dedicating myself to my other interests. (i.e going to school sigh) Again, self help books would tell me not to sigh at school and think of school as fun. Hmm. Ok can

Well, credits to celestine the not-so-nerd nerd for the picture above @c0mplic4ted.bs

Okay actually updating to insert this picture.

So let me tell you some things about my school life.

1) Recently I took up a bet with Byran. #WorstMistakeOfMyLife much? Thing is, I'm supposed to ____ ______ by 19 march which was 2 months away from the day I took up the bet, 19Jan. If I don't succeed by then... it's bye my once-long-now-okok-length hair and hello.... emma watson hair. Wow!

I could never imagine myself with that kind of hair. Call me traditional but I like my long hair. I'm conservative like that. *pats hair* I need my long hair

Already with my hair like that now I am quite sad because I consider it short. Whatever possessed me to go on a haircut craze back sometime in last year? sigh

Anyway... the main point is I took up that bet. Therefore.. I need to succeed.

According to twitter,

#Scorpios are extremely determined, ambitious and persistent

A typical Scorpio has the characteristics of self-criticism, intense concentration and a passionate drive.

Coming second is not in a #Scorpio's vocabulary. #Scorpio doesn't just want to win, they HAVE to win.

As a #Scorpio you love trying to prove that no one can stop you from reaching your goals no matter how many obstacles you have to face.

The stars are telling me it bodes well for me... LOL

Next,

2) I also took up a bet with nixuan. LOL forever taking bets because they're fun. I think bets are fun because they make you have a short term goal in a long term goal. So it is an extra motivation if you raise the stakes. While you won't have so much to lose in a tiny bet... if you drive the stakes up to some crazy shit you would never want to lose in, who knows what you can achieve with that constantly on your mind?

Nixuan and I betted on... common test 1 results for certain subjects because we don't take the same combi. Oh well. With amath included in the running against her chemistry, I need to get my differentiation right! LOL

The pot was $20 for the winner from the loser, only one change of the original bet amount at any time before all the results are out, with both parties agreeable to it, and a minimum and maximum capping of plus minus $10.

If I can win both bets, I'm on the right track! Haha.

Okay, I'm quite excited to use my new school bag on Wednesday! Bought one from town yesterday with lee. We bought em from this brand called Lipault. It's maroon in colour and I've been liking such shades recently so.. :) I must say it's different from the kind of bags I used to go for. Maybe I am becoming wiser and not wasting $129 on useless num bags that suck cock in quality and spending that amount on bags that actually are worth that amount. Num is overrated. Why was I crazy over it anyway

*shakes head at memory of old self*

Okay trying to convince a certain faggot to walk to chong pang with me. apparently that lazy betch is lying on her bed being a douche

2012-01-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

Hi guys. This has been a loooong week. Well I'll summarize it, short and simple!

For starters, monday was quite warm if my memory has not failed me. Okay, not much but I didn't go training as I forgot my PE. On Tuesday, I was late for school. Actually it was because I had breakfast with my douche friend at kfc before making our way to school at our own time own target. Even so we arrived like 5 minutes into the first period so it was fine. PE was that day, and we had our heights and weights taken. Le sigh

LOL yeah. Monday after school was CIP where we were being karung gunis. Was grouped with poggy celes and chifa. After that went ktph with two of the fags and lee came too. Tuesday was spent with the fags at ktph after school. And dear lee came over thereafter.

Wednesday was a day where there was training. However.. I did not turn up once more. I went Bugis with belle straight after school in our uniform. Much thanks to that lovely bitch of mine for accompanying me there despite feeling sleepy. ^_^ But.. my shoes were swapped and I got the wrong item by mistake of the shopkeeper. I got two right shoes with different designs from each other. wdf

Thursday was tie day and there was training. I decided to heed lee's advice and turned up for training. Harhar.

Friday was cny concert. It was rather fun. Uhm... After school I went home and himym-ed two episodes before doing some skipping and abcercises and then I went to bathe before heading out to meet lee. We went to town and shopped around. Bought school bags from Lipault. I like maroon colours now (: After that we hung around before leaving at 6.30ish to catch Jack Neo's we not stupid or something like that at northpoint at 7.35. But before that we had dinner at EAT cuz pastamania was too full. Then we caught the effing long movie.

It was quite nice actually LOL.

After that it was 10+++ and I was tired out! Now I'm home and it's 11.30. *yawn*

When I turn the lights out, when I close my eyes. Reality overcomes me, I'm living a lie.

2012-01-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

On Saturday morning, I woke up at the crack of dawn and got my ass out of my lovely enticing bed to do whaaaat? That's right! To go to school to do some class decoration for CNY. Ahem to all my fellow classmates who couldn't be bothered to help, don't you feel ashamed that majority of the work was done by belle and I, and also zhiyi and ms serena? Ok but in all fairness I saw a fair bit of work contributed by the lovely Irene and Xiuhui, so thanks guys! Also, to Jarren for being the behind-the-scenes guy; the one who ran around tacking up fallen papers and helping to wash brushes etc, our jobs were a lot easier because of you!

However those were on Friday and the day after school spent decorating. On Saturday it was only Zhiyi, belle and I, with ms serena coming in around 8+.

So I arrived first, but the school gate was still locked @ 6.30AM on a saturday. So I hung around in the car. Soon, Zhiyi arrived and walked around like a gundu and I watched him from the car laughing at his retardedness. On the phone I was trolling him, telling him I'm watching him and describing his actions, freaking him out cos he didn't see anyone around. My @sshole dad flashed the headlights at him and he lumbered over LOL

Yup, awhile later belle came and she didn't see us in the car either. By then the school gate was opened. We were being lame saying like "WOAH MAN SIA MIRABELLE DARE GO IN LEH!" because it was not lit up but she ventured in alone. Like a boss yo!

But as we turned the corner... we realized she was hanging out around the festival drums people in a tiny lit area.

LOL FAIL SO MUCH FOR US THINKING HER MANLY

HAHAHA

Okay, this is the fruit of my labour - a dragon drawn by me! and painted by me too with supporting artist song zhiyi

Faggot Lee is an @sshole cos he doesn't believe is I do one. -3-

But okay la I didn't know I would be so awesome too

*pats self on back*

Ok shall not be a bhb faggot; mirabelle was awesome too! LOL

I mean it! I'm not being sarcastic. #justincase

Check out belle's artistic talents. Because we were a step too late getting bamboo from the plentiful bamboo around our school, (Lucius from dk which sec 1 class told us a day too late *smh) we decided to do it the less environmentally-damaging way: To draw and paint it!

LOL did I just say less environmentally damaging?

Wonder what paper is made of. hmm

And here you have it! Our lovely classroom. Hehe. Oh yes, ms serena bought us breakfast from mac. What a thoughtful gesture LOL

Ok today I spent my afternoon and evening with my gay faggot Nixuan. it was Sunplaza > SSC > Popular > MOF > Kungfu paradise

LOL spent alot of money eating

shake my head

Betch's (nixuan) birthday is coming up, wonder what to get her

FHS

2012-01-12T03:10:00.000-08:00

Hi gais. Officially changed my blogskin ! Credits to my luvly designer Celestine @garurubaby / c0mplic4ted.bs

Don't you like it? It looks much prettier than the blah-white skin before this one!

Also, I've upgraded my blogsong to a much soothing one. Classical music to relax yourself! Haha what a great and thoughtful person I am. I bet you've been listening to crappy mainstream boombastic music all day long right? Here's some classical music to give your poor ears a break! LOL *kennified*

jk not so easily to be influenced

So why was my playlist on Green day while I went jogging just now

smh

Anyway today was fine. Went to school, apparently this week I'm god like, because I'm able to function on little sleep yet I did not feel like falling asleep! Last week was terrible but this week it's like I'm superman. (Y) So yeah.. lessons were manageable except perhaps amath because the teacher talks crap that goes one big round and never really comes to a conclusive ending that makes me know what I ought to have learnt from the lesson. smh x 2

But assembly was okay! Last round of Principal's Presentation in my cchy years! Cheered and shouted celestine's / edwin's name and woohoo-ed poggy & chrislyn as they went up to receive their edusave/ eagles awards. great job guys! especially caiwen ~ h3h3.

After school, stayed back to do a bit of class deco but unfortunately not cny deco. More of notice boards only. oh well I'll grab some time from before fencing starts to do it. Damn it la, I used to want to train to do well for inter schools but now ? I'm like.. rethinking. I don't think it's worth it anymore.

Oh well. After deco celestine came over to do my bs. Then I sent her to tuition cos it was nearby my jogging route, so afterwards I went jogging! Shiokkkk.

Okay, that's all for my mundane life ! Lately all I've been doing is trying to do homework. LOL But I multi task so it fails.

2012-01-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hi guys it's tuesday night and I'mma heading out to meet calvin soon at 8.30PM or so. Haha.

Before that let me summarize my day. So uh, I went breakfast at Mac with Yongxiang this morning, because I was replying his text I nearly fell down on the MRT. My sense of balance... cmi. But iz ohkay ~

After that we walked back to school , I went to school while he went off, thanks for the breakfast and accompaniment fag! (: Was great catching up with him.

Lessons were good, I actually didn't feel tired despite the lack of sleep. Hehe. Was quite interesting. But ahhhhnemo didn't come to school due to sore eyes. Dammit! Life was lonely momentarily without him as my seat partner, but Zhiyi soon sat there and accompanied me so it was better. But still... joking with Tinghui about stuff she doesn't understand and ayg blur there is just half as fun without ahnemo. :(

Lots of sarcastic comments about lessons and etc that we usually shared by whispering to each other and silently laughing were held back and I died a little each time. LOL damn sad today I realized the importance of ahnemo to serve as a venting portal/ motivator/ counsellor/ joker LOL. smh why

Trolled TH and Wendy today during cloves group work LOL had a great time laughing like hell with them and Zhiyi while doing group work. Oh and we hatched a freaking disgusting leopard preenz dinosaur egg belonging to a flaring dragon. HA nevermind you will never get it. If you do... *guffaws*

Ok after school erm, went ktph with my classmates to have late lunch plus do homework. at night I met calvin around 8.30 and went home about 10.30? or so. I can't rmb. Ok that's all bye

Lose yourself tonight

2012-01-09T04:50:00.000-08:00

Okay hi a rare second post. Today I had a nap at 5+ til 7+PM. Now it's 9PM and I think I'll be a night owl lor! Anyway really happy for the faggot Yongxiang for his O level's results! Indeed fit to be my mentor! (Y) Congrats ^_^ I'm meeting him tomorrow morning for breakfast! Haha I must be as good or better than him!!!! LOL it's a high aim but an aim nonetheless. It's good to have high aims! But of course must have actions.... LOL

Okay, poor thing , bb's sick. :( Hope he gets better soon!

And congrats to poggy for CL A1! (Y)

All my friends are doing well ~

What do you think

2012-01-08T23:35:00.000-08:00

Okay hi a rare update from me because I'm home early from school today! The sec fours'11 received their O level results today, us current sec 4s went to watch as well. Eh... it's not easy to hold back tears if your results suck. Okay, so what does that mean ? Must do well! Cannot look at results and regret and cry, no point. LOL I must do better than my brother or he will suan me. Having said that ... my sec 3 eoy cui until... LOL. It's ok it's ok 2012 is a new year. :)

Anyway really shiok to be at home now. Training starts in 10 minutes. And I'm home! No longer a prisoner of my CCA for one day. For all the times I've neglected homework for fencing... it was not worth it. -3-

Okay bye everyone enjoy your week xx

Dun feel like going to school tomorrow. Crappity crap! Height and weight.... I think. First pe lesson ma.

Oh ya, today is kyong pyong oppa's birthday! Happy birthday andy chan! ^_^

LOL HAHAHHAH CANNOT MAKE IT. I just went to check stats, what the hell have you all been googling to get here man?!

1) Pedo boy

2) nyp open house

wtf bro?

LOL

smh

Tell me why it ain't nothin' but a heartache an' a mistake

2012-01-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

Hi today's Saturday and I'm using pictures from tumblr as well as countdown night.

Anyway yeah not much going on, this week don't know which night I ate dinner with my mum and sintat's family opposite baimeefen, cos there close. I think wednesday? Cos baimeefen like Wednesdays close right? Ohk not sure also, don't care ~

Anyway what have I been up to recently? Kkay on Saturday morning I woke up at 6+AM cos my body clock auto 6+ wake up for school, so smart right. But I fell asleep til 8.AM, when my alarm rang. Argh!

Spent about 30 minutes texting Lee trying to decide if we were going to CCA Carnival or not. Eventually texted my caiwen (Chrislyn) and it was ego-blackmail that forced me to go!

Me: Eh caiwen... I just woke up, should I go school?
Chrislyn: If you're man enough, come!

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED ...... AND COMPLETED

#foreverman

So, yeah, spent my time chatting with Rachel while waiting for Lee. It's been long since I had time to chat with Rachel. Hahahaha sure made me feel like lower sec days when we were still in the same class and I still did my homework. ._.

Anyway yeah walked around with Belle & Fithri after they arrived. Also hung out with my manly people like Chrislyn Candice and Jolie.

I was having fun chatting with this p5 little boy who is learning fencing from Z Fencing, he's a foilist and his elder bro is sec 1 this year and also a foilist, then Reea said I pedo them. LOLwat I am just being friendly... ;-) *pedo wink*

Haha just kidding, I wasn't being a pedo! Who needs to be a paedophile when you've got bud

Teehee

Okay anyway as I was typing this post I was chatting with bud and I think that this blog will be like weekly updated in time to come, maybe even once a fortnight. Because I think I'll be too busy and lazy. Haha.

So... yeah.

After all it is my O levels year this year. Think I'll be a mugger

Please address me as Mugger Zee from now on

That's right.

K nights world.

do you understand me

2012-01-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

That's right! ^_^

I need to

1) Change blogskin (with Celestine's help though ^_^)

2) Sleep early

3) Go exercise this weekend.... (Height and Weight soon wdf)

4) Buy school bag

5) Send in order for FP bag

6) Finish homework

Hahahahhaha, okay today's Friday! Friday was okay. I was happy because lessons passed by quickly. After dismissal, headed to meet Byran and Yuehan before going for lunch at Manhatten Fish Market! Initially it was okay and I was famished. But then end up got problem with one retard guy. Ok don't elaborate, like ayg sud only when there is nothing sud about being public nuisances -_- But whatever it is , I felt very angry when the customers dk anything give statement say til like Byran's fault when the other guy started it. Anyway just to vent anger, really freaking unfair and stupid. t(-_-t)

Next! Because of that, belle and I were late for training. Without that I alr calculated enough time to reach training on time! But oh well I think we only missed abit. PT! It was horrible because I ayg fit man try my best to run ahead instead of lagging behind when I knew I just ate -_- end up my right side of the waist there effing pain until cmi, must walk. LOL #fail plan to burn more calories backfired

Ok, PT wasn't that bad today, tahanable.

after PT went find some of the sc people involved with sec 1 orientation/camp that I super long never see & miss! Cannot stop laughing at Zhiyi's terribly disgusting voice after shouting. HAH you must really hear it to laugh non stop for 5 minutes. Ok p.s I'm not mean! It's just that he's my bff and since I'm his bff I have the rights to laugh at him LOL

Heheh afterwards went KFC with zhiyi, budbud, xiao xiao phua, xiao tan, and weixuan. Haha ps for the faggot nicknames, don't you just love to give your friends retarded names? ;-)

ANyway ya just sat there reading SuperFreakonomics and koping some cheese fries from zhiyi.

Zy and bud came over to my house while the others went home. :)

2012-01-05T03:47:00.001-08:00

Hi guys! What a rare thing for me to update once a day for two consecutive days nowadays huh :P

Anyway today was NYP's open house and CCHY had to make it compulsory ... It was kind of a waste of my time since I've already decided where I want to go. Okay not 100% decided but mostly decided and NYP is not part of the plan. Haha.

It was kind of not my style, and today only served to prove to me that what I want *is* what I'd *want* in the future. Ok great at least served some purpose.

Hahaha anyway just realized I'm in a noob phase. Ok like mild noob phase but still noob phase. LOL what is a noob phase? Hmmm that you should already know. Otherwise you don't need to know. :P

Wargh tomorrow is a training day which is PT .... fml. LOL unfit! Ok not terribly unfit but still abit unfit wtffff I hate wearing cchy PE pants to do fencing or PT or PE because want to stretch also cannot stretch fully becos the stupid pants cannot stretch properly one ~ -3-

Then principal banned non Pe shorts unless authorized argh

what is this

Nevermind stepping down soon anyway ~

I love you like a love song baby

2012-01-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

Ok hi sorry I have been busy with school and other mundane stuff not worth photographing down so I'm afraid this post is just me and my face from the dior photoshoot haha. Ok, anyway, looking at the pictures I feel so -_- at the sight of my hair. Not here not there one leh the colour!

Streaked is one way of putting it but it's retarded because it was not intended to be streaked and god knows why it's streaked when I dyed my whole head back to dark brown for school last year at the fourth term. Don't really like golden brown colour anymore. It's the typical ayg colour LOL can I have pink hair pl0x

Anyway I need to sleep early from now on! I have made vast improvements btw. from 5AM to midnight sleeping time, not bad but can improve! I am to sleep by 10PM .

Oh ya height and weight soon, next week pe i think? Better binge diet LOL all systems go cannot make it later Zhiyi down there see my fatty weight... -_-

Okay oh ya a shout out to my lovely friends who bought belated gifts for me! Thanks a bunch to bbygirl for the beautiful card which took lots of effort, the beautiful pictures on it and the sweet words. Thanks Trollilla for the delicate and feminine anklet from genting right? He he he. Thanks bananey for the wonderous toilet bowl which I will use this weekend haha! Love you all for the thoughtfulness and the effort! ^_^ They really made my day! ^_^

I am glad to have such thoughtful friends ~

:-*

kkay, how's school for y'all? Mine has been good so far, I've got the best seat partner in my opinion who is .... rainbow-chan. (((((:

And besides double physics today which was such a terrible BORE that I fell asleep subconsciously too many times, lessons have been good! I am surprised that I like TMM when she came into our class haha, thought I would dislike her from all the comments flying around but she seems like a great teacher tbh. *ducks from flying rotten eggs thrown by haters*

Hahahaha, I'm looking forward to EL lessons cos we've got a new teacher!

Okay I sound so faggoty blogging about school teachers and lessons and what not but seriously.... LOL. I think I won't update daily anymore due to CCA, homework and less stuff to talk about besides studying.

LOL SHOULD I GET AMATH TUITION? I used to think tuition was a waste of time and money but I seriously never study amath last year at all, didn't pay attention... How?

Ok leave that to ponder bye goodnnight!

Reachin for the phone cos I can't fight it anymore

2012-01-02T05:40:00.000-08:00

It's going to be the first day of school tomorrow. I'm meeting bbygirl for breakfast @mac before heading to school. Ah, I remember the first day of secondary school for me. And now? It's already my last first day of secondary school. Hopefully. As in, that I graduate successfully. LOL

Just kidding, I think I will graduate right? My studies really not so fail okay? Hehe.

So as today marks the closure and the end of the holidays as we secondary school students know it, I hope all of you have enjoyed your holidays, and to an extent, have used this holidays to do something productive and enriching. By that I don't necessarily refer to your academia or such. It could also mean something along the lines of having caught up with your primary school friends or having more time to invest in your hobby, or picking up a new skill or two, or maybe just as a mini break to chillax to put it nicely.

Whether or not you're looking forward to school tomorrow, it is still coming and there is still nothing you can do about it. So why not look forward? For me, I certainly am.

Can't wait to see my classmates, most of whom I have not really interacted with these holidays as I was more involved with fencing this holiday but oh well.

This won't be a long post for I need to do homework after this (procrastinator at her best), but yeah... I guess my holidays have been enjoyable but not so much productive nor fruitful. Nonetheless there is nothing else I can do but change my attitude and focus on my academics as the school term comes to a fresh start for this year.

I certainly hope I can be focused!

Argh damn it realized my nails are still painted wtf

Today, I went to wild wild wet with faggot lee, belle, zhiyi, and jessica. We had a great time and I got sunburnt.

I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match, what a catch, whoa.

2012-01-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, I had intentions of posting about countdown as well as today but I found out I'm actually extremely worn out and tired and sleepy so you'll have to be contented with a slightly condensed post. Ok condensed in terms of quantity and diluted in terms of quality. Haha! Get it ???? ;-)

Sorry not very funny but funny

Hehe.

Anyway I never really listened to FOB before but that day Zhiyi came over for the afternoon and we were just listening to covers of mainstream songs and singing along, and it was then that I got hooked on to this song of FOB. "I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match, what a catch" certainly applies to me for now and for the next 2 to 3 weeks before doomsday is or is not over.

But enough of that. This is supposed to be a cheery post for the start of the new year ain't it?

And while I'm no big fan of useless-resolutions-you-make-that-you-never-keep, I suppose I should tell you all a few goals I have in mind to check off by the end of this year.

Before that a funny incident that happened at countdown yesterday.

So the people were woooohoooo-ing and Calvin and I were just taking it all in, in an auld-lang-syne kinda tone. Not sad, kind of sentimental, but then again not nostalgic, kind of good mood actually. But anyway, he was like, "Wa.. so fast new year already leh."

And I replied, "ya lor... sian. So fast 2010 already."

.... *smh*

We burst out laughing when we both realized I was actually two years backward. And the best part was I honestly meant it as in, I didn't even think it was 2012. I thought it *WAS* 2010. Damn it!

Okayokay, resolutions.

1) Cease communication with outside world by 10PM on school nights, sunday nights to thursday nights.

That means no face book, twitter, blogger, whatever after 10PM. use comp only for work. (and maybe himym if I have monday blues. or tuesday greens...yup. Or , you know, when I've got wednesday blahs)

2) Sleep (or at least be in bed) by 10.30PM on school nights.

So that never again will I sleep in Ling's/Katrina's/GBL's class! Ever

3) Save HALF my allowance.

Now this is a hard goal. But I might be able to do it. I guess I can no longer rot the entire day at mos drinking milk tea and eating fries with lots of mayo and repeating that order day in and day out. Hell case in point, calvin spent 60(?) on mos for this week or something

4) With or without official school trainings, I should actively improve on my fencing. That said, however, studies are priority number one for now.

5) Oh right. Studies. (so much for saying it's #1) I must actively catch up on my studies, having making a mockery out of academic year'11

That means taking notes in class! To prepare myself for such a task I have bought 3 beautiful notebooks. No actually 5. Harhar different sizes for different purposes

5) Make time for my friends, be it fencers, classmates, primary school friends, etc.

Even with O levels it doesn't mean everything has to revolve around it. I should probably invest a couple of hours into my friends. They deserve that much

(LOL I am using 'invest'. Now they're business opportunities? I am so ashamed of myself)

6) Appreciate what I have more.

Now this is such a cheesy line but really... I see people in such different lights now.

Ahem. I think I have to appreciate faggot lee more.

ta da this is one picture from the dior photoshoot I had with my cousin today. My aunt says the foundation is really great. So maybe you can buy that. Haha

K why am I typing irrelevant stuff?

Seeing as it's new year's day I was actually resting at home after running a day on 4 hours of sleep having a photoshoot and walking around in wedges (i hate heels of any kind, why do they make such beautiful torture devices? Why?WHY), I was contented having a moment to myself like finally, but then eventually I headed over to grandma's house to have dinner with them as my family's already there. Not that it was special occasion but yea the thought is there what ~

Mind you, I was effing tired and sleepy and my shoulder was acting up. And I had a head ache. WHY

I think this year will be quite a good one. I am looking forward to seeing my classmates.

My first day of the year wasn't half bad, I had a great day out with my cousins today.

But anyway, just a random fact, sometimes I get tired of communication. I just want to be by myself in my room reading stuff the entire day. I mean, don't you get tired of other people sometimes too? I like taking breaks from people. It makes me feel fresher. Otherwise just stagnant and like, stained with all the past problems that your mind is just clogged.

Today late afternoon was such a time.

Ok goodnight.

Happy new year's eve

2011-12-31T04:13:00.000-08:00

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne!

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne.
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.

Heading out soon to meet two of my bffs (I think). Initial plan was to meet bby and belle but it was cancelled because belle had no mood and didn't look forward to the new year. Oh well. But that's okay. Shall meet my two male bffs then! Although both don't know each other but I guess it'll be fine. ;-)

I guess countdowns in a large crowd can be more hyped and 'part of things' but this year, I don't have the energy! Instead I shall spend my last few hours of 2011 with my lovely bffs.

Unless we all get lazy and decide not to meet, that is. Nothing's really confirm except that we shall meet up. LOL we're last minute people. But we have fun eventually anyway. ^_^

2011-12-30T21:03:00.000-08:00

It's the last day of the year.

How are *you* going to spend this 24 hours to make this 1 day out of all the 365 days of a year to be a better year? Or is it just an insignificant day as well?

Have a great day

2011-12-30T08:18:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! I've been a lazy ass blogger lately, haven't I. What can I say; I've been busy in a non-exciting way. Same old, same old! My day is occupied by non-camwhoring activities unfortunately.

Basically, you missed out on stuff you won't care about. hahaha.

Hmm. Weeeeell. I went out with Calvin & Siti the past two days to hang out at Mos. Haha mundane but exciting enough! And then there's training. Oh, training. I kind of liked optional training. I am still in shock from the amount of fencers that actually exists in our school after less than 10 turn up for OT. Harhar.

Oh well, I'm going to go countdown. But not the usual countdown with crowds. My brain needs a break from crowds of strangers!

Okay, it's 12.38AM and I'm going to watch HIMYM while eating this bite sized tiny hokkaido cheese cake that totally melts in your mouth. mmMMM! ~

Before that let me talk about today since I remember it.

Today's Friday and we had PT in the morning at 11-12.30PM. Well, it started 11.30 and ended about 2. Way to go! -_-

I was feeling shit cold upon waking up, and Jessica insists I was having a slight fever. But despite that, I stuck to my principles and went to do tiring circuits of staircase. Haha #man

But after finishing that and finishing stretching, Ernest called for yet another 5 rounds and I knew I could not make it. Meh! So I got to rest~ Hehe.

After training, went popular to buy some stuff and then bby, belle, LHF, eric, and weixuan headed over to do stuff. Harhar.

At night I went whampoa to eat with lixian and family as well as my mum. Harhar. Then came home feeling all tired and crap.

Happy birthday to you!

Voided of thinking capability

2011-12-27T23:52:00.000-08:00

Say whaaaaat

Okay hi everyone this will be a short post before I head out to Mos and meet my lovely friends @narsoic and @calvinnnnnnn(idk how many 'n's there are ps) LOL

Time to finally do my holiday homework for the first time. That time I did some at Clement's house but it was the wrong worksheet. Apparently I finally did a super long overdued piece of EM worksheet. Haha what a joke, my entire academic life this year has been a joke

BUT NO MORE! LOL

Today at training Belle and I were thinking of meeting up to get some ass

Nah just kidding we were tryna think of something exhilarating to do. But we couldn't. Because all I could think of was "Want do homework?" and she was like Noooooooooooooo LOL

So end up we didn't meet. We're just chill like that

Anyway good news guys my lovely married-to-me-on-facebook partner Re ea, is finally back! #HomeForTheHolidays LOL

With the other gay friends of mine around, I didn't miss that *that* much as you know, she lives in m'sia anyway and it's not like we always hang out, we don't have the chance to. I mean that's just a fact, she lives in m'sia and she's a year younger, we don't have the same recess and stuff, it's not that easy for us to make time off to meet so much, well, not when we get to see each other all the time at trainings anyway. Life's like this ^_^ But when she was finally back we were fb chatting and a sudden wave of realization hit me as I finally understood that actually I missed her damn lots. LOL at trainings, whatever.

RE EA I AM GLAD YOU'RE BACK

LOL

Haha anyway I should get going LOL

BYE!

*does china warm up jump thingy*

P.s Ever since I came back from China sometimes I move around the house from kitchen to my room or room to toilet or room to whereever etc by doing the jumping thingy that is part of our warm up routine in China

Just like how I do lunges randomly

And Fleches (especially in school)

haha i'm man like that

LOL

2011-12-27T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hi, today was alright. I fell asleep around 5am if I remembered correctly. And my mum woke me up aroung 8.50AM. Effing tired... But I went for training anyway. Time to attend trainings after having missed about a week's worth of it!

It was a little tiring but okay I guess. Did footwork, drills, etc. Only Huanlin and Zand turned up for epee. Epee really damn slack sia. Like, 70% sabreurs , 30% foil and 10% epee turn up for optional training this holiday.

I think next year female epee b division no hope for inter schools already. Actually c division also. Sigh to think of our past glory days man, when our batch got overall champion for both female and male division. That was when we all were damn bonded, no seniors no juniors, no shit at all, just us. When we went tanglin for trainings at night, all go together one. Now.. LOL. No comments. *sigh* All disappear. I want to train also nobody

But oh well.

Left training 15 minutes earlier and went home, bathed and prepared and then met Zhiyi at ssc for lunch. Went into WanChai HK restaurant but we sneaked out after glancing at the menu which did not whet our appetites. We went into Astons where we saw herron busy at work!

Ate and then walked around while waiting for NPS and faggot lee.

After they arrived we headed back to ZY's house where we mahjonged!

Basket shit NPS kept winning. LOL. But then Ebelle came and while Zhiyi claimed she was his lucky star, after she arrived I started winning. LOL (Y)

Then played daidee and left his house at 7+ , we went to SSC for dinner at Wan Chai. WHERE I FINALLY ATE CHICKEN RICE. LOL I damn long wanted to eat wanchai the chicken rice alr but ... it's not the same leh should be white chicken. But nevermind LOL

K then we sat two rounds of the shuttle bus cos we missed the stop and I came home and I'm super exhausted because I've been running on like what, <3hours of sleep today? In fact as I'm typing this, I'm bloody hell exhausted. My eyes hurt !

K bye time to go hula hoop.

Ya I bought a special hula hoop. LOL. Next time I'll show you a picture of it

hpybdy!

2011-12-26T12:00:00.000-08:00

Dear Chuting, Happy birthday!

*fireworks*

Yeah old already, graduate already hor! Hahaha. Well, I must say knowing you was indeed a great thing and now that I think about it, I honestly cannot remember how we met. Was it thru yingying? (:

Nonetheless whatever it is, I hope you will do fine for next year and hopefully things will go smoothly for you!

Okay, I know you will be reading this. ^_^ Haha, I haven't seen you in a long time but no worries, don't always say I don't have a heart because I do!

P.s paiseh for this short post, I am effing tired @4.22AM LOL

2011-12-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

You know how much I fucking miss China right now?

Ya okay majority of you readers didn't go cos not in fencing/not same school/fencer but chose not to go, well, you cannot understand my pain.

Do you know how much I hate it back here

It's the same shit man. All the shit I could finally escape from when I went gz with the fencers.

It was really the best period of this year.

I would exchange all the stuff back here I have just to be back there. All the same people who went to China, I wish everything could stay the same, all of us back there and all the bullshit back here. I effing hate this cycle.

2011-12-25T22:34:00.000-08:00

Well hi hi hi. Yesterday I went cwp with my bro and mum to get sushi ingredients for dinner. After dinner, dad drove me to cwp yet again where I met Faggot Lee for movie @ 9.30, we caught We Bought A Zoo. It was okay. Not the best nor the worst.

Rosie was really cute though.

Don't have much to blog about... Except that I had a bad dream when I woke up. :(

Okay, enjoy your Monday!

2011-12-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

Please watch this, I cried like a wuss. Maybe it's because I was in an emotional mood before watching this but either way it was touching nonetheless.

While Christmas is a season of giving, for me this year it was not as Christmassy as it was the previous two years.

It was fine, thought, it went smoothly. I went on a yacht with 4 of my best friends and my boyfriend, and I played golf with my brother and dad, and I ate sushi. And I caught a night movie with my boyfriend on Christmas, and ate supper with my dad.

It should be great shouldn't it? But it wasn't as good an ending as the middle parts have been.

Well I guess the only thing that kind of spoilt it was the fact that I realized how much of a bad friend I was in the past to many friends.

And I feel so bad for that. Sometimes I really wish I could just take it all back, you know? But then there wouldn't have been the great memories that had happened, in spite of the bad stuff.

But of course I can't take it back no matter how hard I wish or how bad I regret it. It wasn't what I wanted, of course. But that doesn't change anything. I'm sorry I didn't appreciate some of the little things my friends did for me.

I guess I could spend forever moping and feeling like shit, or I could spend the time from now on to be a better friend towards some of those whom I wasn't good enough a friend to.

But I'm thankful that, despite how I treated some of my friends, they still stuck around and let it slide because they knew what happened to me that in a way caused me to become bitchy at one point between sec 1 - sec 2.

People like them, I didn't deserve them back then. But I'm glad I've still got them now, and I'll do my best to make up for the lost time.

Fa la la la la, la la la la.

2011-12-24T22:57:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas dear readers! Hope you all enjoy this day. Hehehehe.

lackluster

2011-12-24T10:38:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! Happy Christmas Eve to you.

Let's backtrack a couple of days, to the 22nd of December. I woke up when the sun was high in the sky and I'd missed morning training dammit! In my defence it was not my fault. FOrgot who kept me awake. But I did intend to go training. Sumpah!

Well, I packed my bag and by 1+PM, my parents drove me to sentosa. Hehe. Checked in by 3PM and we took this cute buggy down to our yacht for the next 20 hours!

I got the biggest room of the yacht because my friends were coming along as well, <3

Speaking of which... While I had many friends in mind, it was impossible to accommodate all of them because the yacht had a maximum capacity of 20 on board and 6 overnight, and even so we'd already exceeded by at least 80%.

So as you can see the five I'd invited was after much consideration. If you got seasick easily, or you can't swim, well, I didn't want to take the risk. And also some of you are like .. buy one get one. Some I can't ask A without asking B, nor B without A. And there's just not enough space. Or you can't take the food. You're picky / vegan / halal / etc. I mean you aren't halal but you need to eat halal. Get it? LOL

SO anyway, I was just slacking on the bed feeling all comfy. And then I went out on deck to snap pictures. Hehe. I uploaded lots of pictures for this post eh.

Isn't my baby cousin below just quite the cutest thing ever?

;-)

Okay this person above is my cousin they all the maid. And she was damn scared of the yacht LOL.

And finally my brother arrived via buggy with his girl!

Being the bored person I am I of coursed snapped pictures of such an insignificant event.

Okay random no link tumblr photo but YES. YES. LOL

My brother damn lame I took ten consecutive shots of him wriggling his butt. Too bad I don't know how to compile them into a .gif or he would be embarrassed to no end here har har har.

Okay, I really liked the picture above.

It's nice

LOL

Ziman, Ziman's brother, Ziman's brother's girlfriend

LOL

Haha, sorry, so chorlor/unfeminine.

That faggot brother of mine used to have six packs...until he took an arrow to the knee

LOLjk he did have six packs but he went for attachment at A Star company for some jc thing of his for 5 weeks and had no time to work out between sleeping, eating and trying to find some cure for skin cancer by injecting tumour carcinogens in fish eggs or something like that, I'm not too sure.

Okay, and then my little friends came like finally ^_^ Joleen, Mirabelle, Kenny, Byran, Zhiyi. They're some of the most important people in my life okay!

While I wish some other friends could have came along as well, I really enjoyed their company and I thought it was great.

Here's me trying to connect my mac to the wifi in vain. Yah boo sucks that the yacht we were on, Corsica, was moored far from the main reception area where I presume the wifi was at.

Here's my xmas gift to the two lovely ladies. Sorry I was being a sexist and didn't get anything for the guys. LOL just kidding I did get a present for kenny but that's because he's not my bff.

For my two male bffs who went but got nothing.... I am extremely sorry. LOL in all honesty I had you guys on my mind. But for byran, I could not find anything suitable. For zhiyi... I ran out of cash because I spent em on kenny. HAHA.

Do not despair for I still love you both as bffs dearly

What a smirk

"I whack you then you know"

Here's me climbing in from the porthole. Or portsquare. LOL

Outside was a private tiny ledge that was only accessible via our hugeass room, and I remember belle and joleen camwhoring like no tomorrow.

It also served as a refuge when Byran and Kenny were watching Incredible Tales and us girls could not take it , Zhiyi and us three were outside and they dipped their toes in the smelly dirty infested water while I curled my toes fearing for my toes' safety as I was forever scarred after watching Piranha.

We accidentally on purpose dropped two lightsticks down the sea just to see how far it could go and it sank til the light was no longer visible. Oh well. I suppose if such big yachts could dock it should be relatively deep.

"eh wait this shot artistic"

Got nightmare on elm street not?

LOL

Lovely family of pioneer Ashers.

Taupoking Joleen in progress LOL.

Me and my best friend

So concentrated

You jump I jump?

Tumblr? LOL

And we went for a late night stroll ! The boardwalk was unstable and wobbled from time to time from the waves or what not

I rock at table soccer okay! LOL ok shall not be bhb

I think chiobu luck was on my sight that moment.

Btw did you know a moment is considered 1.5 minutes? #justsayin #randomfacts

See this display of a lifesize gingerbread house? Zhiyi casually reached over, dug a chunk with his fingernails... and popped it into his mouth.

Can you say , facepalm? LOL

Family shot??

Damn cute ya? My stuffed toy insisted on coming along. Say hi to Piggy, Yes I know, super original name.

LOL power? I caught it on film as he threw it towards me.

Check out the gorgeous swimming pool with its glass tank

ho boy, so stressed sia. Not good figure still go swim. LOL

Oh right. So we tonned the night but the only ones who actually stuck to the plan was Kenny and I.

We talked, laughed, walk around, etc. Time passed pretty fast for us actually. Son enough it was 7AM and we woke the rest up save for Byran the sleepy pig.

And we headed for a morning dip in the gorgeous pool.

Here's me being forced into manual labour.

I don't like this trade at all. nossir

LOL

Oh yeah but I slept after bathing from our swim , totally koed on the bed next to kenny and byran or something.

I didn't even know what happened. LOL

Oh yeah and the car ride was terrible! Imagine from sentosa to yishun. 7 People in a 5 seater.

Zhiyi Dad

Ziman

Kenny Byran Joleen Mirabelle

In case you didn't understand that...

It simply shows our seating arrangement

I damn tired no sleep, want sleep also hard, sleep abit jerk and fall. Cramp like wdf

But we survived ^_^

Thanks Joleen for letting me sit on her lap ^_^

Okay it's 3.04AM and I'm dead beat. Pictures and words don't do justice to the trip. But what I'll say is this: It was a fantastic way to celebrate christmas, being on a ycht overnighting with my close relatives and family, and also my dearest friends. Initially I had thought the group of friends I chose might have some trouble bonding; but it turned out way better, and I'd like to believe everyone got closer. ^_^

It was a night to remember.

twenny five to nine

2011-12-21T10:55:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, it's a short update from me. I've not been taking pictures recently, actually. Haha.

But anyway, on Wednesday I went to training and it was... fine I guess? Wasn't the best nor the worst. However I do not know why my free fencing feels so distracted sometimes. Maybe it's the lack of sleep huh?

Nonetheless, training came and went, and after training, I went home with zhiyi. Went wv to drop off some stuff with mom before we went home and thereafter I met Zhiyi at the mrt at 2, and then we hit town because I wanted to buy some stuff. Haha. Well, apparently the first item I eventually bought was for myself which totally was the opposite of my intention actually gah. Ohwell, what can I say? The notebooks I bought *were* pretty.

Eventually we settled into a nice little artsy cafe called Pique-Nique for lunch, whereby we split a Bailey's Milkshake and he ate this burger which didn't look like a burger but a club sandwich or something. While the Bailey's Milkshake was a little pricey @ $10, it was great! It was in a huuugeass mug and the bailey's tasted stronger at the bottom, but not strong at all. It's like a malt or cookies and cream milkshake. LOL. Still, worth a try if you're like me and have a soft spot for bailey's which is fattening but ... ha. #selfcontradictory #failure

Afterwards we continued shopping and then finally it was time to go at 5++PM because Zhiyi had night training. Ah, the sad life of him as a basketballer.

So when I reached home, I was quite tired out. But being a man, I went for a jog anyway. How masculine of me. After jogging I went sunplaza to pick up some burn cream for my mum and aloe gel for my brother. Both of them are burnt - one by hot cooking oil while cooking and another by the sun because he's a facil for JC orientation camp and was testing the bonfire in the middle of the afternoon to prepare for next year.

But that's irrelevant. So yeah. After that, I headed out to chongpang and causeway point with mum and aunt at night to pick up some food and fruit and whatever for tomorrow. Hahahahah.

Have a good thursday! It's already 3.05AM goddammit

Never let the hand you hold, hold you back.

2011-12-20T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, it's 1.15AM on Wednesday! Well, I should sleep soon but I'll just briefly talk about my day alright. So today (Tuesday), I got woken up by my dearest mom and boy, was I grumpy, because I'd slept at 5AM and it was barely 8.30AM when she woke me up. Goddammit!

Nonetheless I've survived!

Yes I know it's not healthy. :(

But anyway she drove me to school and then yeah, went for training. After training, some of us went to northpoint nearby hawker centre to have lunch; I ate some shit crazy spicy noodles and ended up being extremely bloated by all the fanta grape I consumed to put out to chilli fire in my mouth. Meh

Right after we were done we spotted faggot lee by chance and thus we waited for him to eat while we talked cock

Then we went to amk hub, Chrislyn, Hillary, Yunan, yunan's little sister, huanlin and weixuan. I bought the stuff I needed, and then we went to catch a movie, Alvin and The Chipmunks 3. It was quite sad at one part and I cried LOL. I don't know why nobody else cried because it was so heart aching. Hehe

Anyway, thereafter I went to meet mummy and collected my developed photographs, bought some groceries and we went home. I ate a bratwurst which I had been crazy for terribly. Ah finally. Lately I've been addicted to bratwursts and suchlike by the way. Hehe.

Alright, recently I became home-staying girl because of the China fencers! I QQ them until don't want to leave my house LOL I had wanted to go town tonight to get some books from kino but ... QQ... LOL. Think i'll head down after training tomorrow. :)

Have a great wednesday folks

NIt's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse.

2011-12-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, it's a Monday at last! During these holidays I've been looking forward to weekdays. Weekends suffocate me. Meh! My sleeping pattern has been seriously terribly screwed so I didn't go out yesterday. Hell, I woke up at 2PM.

Okay maybe for some of you it's normal but this is shit crazily abnormal of me! Even at the start of the holidays when I just came back from Guangzhou, and I always wake up at 9-11AM, already considered very late. I like waking up around 6-8AM. I used to wake up around that time when I was younger, school days or not. There's something about the crisp morning air that automatically makes you feel happy about the entire day. Or maybe that's just me.

Nonetheless, my point is, I'm starting to be a faggot! I must sleep earlier if not not manly already. Hahahahah

Hhmm, I should get some stuff checked off on my immediate to do list today instead of lazing around huh? On a side note, I'm looking forward to training tomorrow! Finally seeing my manly men <3 Or should I say, Chrislyn, because the other two are overseas :(

Watch me as I prove you wrong.

2011-12-16T09:54:00.000-08:00

Met my dear bbygirl and faggot lee today, we headed to Sentosa. Well, actually, we took a cable car which was the main reason why we bothered to go all the way to Sentosa.

It was surprisingly damn windy inside the cabin, thanks to the air vents and tiny holes. What the, only realized how long I've not taken the cable car after today when I finally take it again. Been years actually, wow, how time flies.

Not much at Sentosa actually cos it kind of rained after awhile so we went back to take more rounds of the cable car before heading to vivo for ice cream at Ben & Jerry's and then, we went to Candy Empire and since it was nearing 6.3o, we left for home, well, bby went off while lee and I went to pastamania for dinner, and then to cwp to catch a movie.

However there weren't any good seats for mission impossible ghost protocol, so we headed to Waterfront instead, and we overshot by one bus stop which was my fault actually.

#foreverfail

Okay, walked back to Waterfront and stayed there til about 10++++ and finally reached home at 11+++++ feeling terribly hungry cos I only ate sushi and some ben and jerrys in the afternoon! So I ate noodles. Forever loving noodles ~~~ ^_^

Hahaha, nothing much to blog about also. I really need to do something about my life. Getting more and more stickerish and no life lately, wtf why is this happening? Swore I'd never be this no life faggot so why...vhy

Time to be as awesome as I once was or even more!

Noobphase over sucka

LOL

Well goodnight enjoy your saturday

Still another mile

2011-12-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

Today nothing much, woke up by Mr Ling's phone call and chionged to school half an hour late. Finished up my physics with Belle. Well, actually I'd already done it but I threw it away. goddammit! Thanks belle for letting me kope the values for the graph! In my haste to rush to school, I forgot my pencilcase and relied on belle as well. Harhar.

Afterwards went home and had a catnap, lunched and read a book before deciding to cycle down to Zhiyi's house because I wanted to use the bike more if not stone at home also waste. Oh yeah I crushed a snail on my way back and I screamed out of fear.

Sorry snail.

Erm, not much, slacked at his house playing his phone, nathaniel's phone, lying on a tatami mat "sleeping", watching videos of Singapore's current xiasuey faggot ( I swear being a singaporean is getting more disgraceful with these lame pieces of shit ),

Well, watched some magic tricks videos and poggy also showed me some live demonstration.

Went home with Zhiyi's accompaniment and poggy and nathaniel's as well since we were headed in the same direction. Ohwell.

Chatted with them and well, I haven't see either of the two besides zy much these holidays, it's been great catching up with them actually.

Short post right? Well as you can see I have little time to waste :(

Hehe ok night!

Funny how things change

2011-12-14T05:13:00.000-08:00

"There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised at the commitments we’re willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we’re willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, and sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully."
— Grey’s Anatomy

Monday: Went out in the afternoon to amk hub with weixuan to catch two movies: Magic To Win & Puss In Boots, then went home, changed and prepared, it was 8.30PM when I went to meet Calvin for a gym session at night but sadly I screwed up by forgetting to bring card so we had to walk to sunplaza instead and we slacked at coffee bean before heading home around 10 or 10+.

Tuesday: Went to meet Mirabelle in the morning, therefore I didn't go to training. Bought microwaveable popcorn at cwp before heading to Coffee Bean to give belle her daily dose of teeth-yellowing caffeine before training down to meet Sum.

Went to support Zhiyi at his match, chua and sum were playing too! Long time no see Zhiyi, wow, haha. First time I am happy to see him. OLOLOLOL

Before that, belle and I went off to eat at coffeeshop beside the area. Had sliced fish soup as usual harhar.

Mac after the match, but nobody ate except xiaohong. Okay, Xiaohong told Belle, chinhong and I lots of lame and cold jokes. There was one joke I remember clearly. It was quite scary but Chin Hong made it damn funny with the "blue tank" part.

Okay, you should ask byran to tell you the joke. Belle screamed, I screamed, Chinhong jumped, when byran was at the scary but funny but lame part.

Actually I'm damn man one, it's just that I just pei belle to scream, if not she paiseh. You know? ;-)

Went to NPS house afterwards with Belle to watch Na Xie Nian with baby and NPS.

Damn fail okay? I downloaded wrong video. ... nothing to say.

Luckily baby saved us LOL

Actually not being cheapskate by saving the $6 movie ticket, is like, watch at NPS house more comfortable, can eat the popcorn we bought and instant noodles and make lame comments and lie down on the bed so shiok

Okay, I'm actually rushing this post cos I wanna sleep early tonight. I kept sleeping at shit hours like 4am, 5am lately, but now is 10.17PM and I hope to sleep by 11PM.

Today (wednesday) was quite okay. I went out with my mother and aunt basically. Just a noob phase day for me. Maybe I'll post pictures tmr. ^_^

you make me feel so high

2011-12-13T12:36:00.000-08:00

Hi my room is quite a mess and so are my thoughts, well, okay. I think I'll blog either morning or evening. Now it's time for me to get some sleep! Its Wednesday after midnight and I've got a busy day ahead of me.

Well, have a great wednesday!

I'm still awake cause I'm awake on the phone with faggot lee.

2011-12-12T10:49:00.000-08:00

Today (Monday) went amk for a not-so-marathon movie marathon with Weixuan. Actually, we only caught two movies: Magic To Win & Puss In Boots. I enjoyed both but PIB was better! A worth watching show in my opinion. As for Magic To Win..... damn, those volleyball girls have nice legs. :( HAHA.

At night supposedly had a gym session with Calvin but end up... when we almost reached I realized I forgot to bring my card! Therefore... cmi. We walked all the freaking way back to Sunplaza just chatting, and then we had cake at Coffee Bean before he sent me home and that was it for my day. Haha. Had a great time with the both of them.

Tomorrow will be quite an eventful day!

I'm thinking what the hell

2011-12-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

How do you like my new Twitter background? I think it's absolutely gorgeous. I mean just look at the picture. It's... intriguing.

A pity I didn't take any photos today; I went to Pastamania and had lunch with Mirabelle. We had *so* much to chat about after not seeing each other for so long! Well, I guess we're one of those bffs where we can go by days without interaction, but when we finally do, it's like we never left each other's life though we disappeared off the face of each other's world physically. But still, nothing changes ^_^

And then we went back to my place and picked up my blades, thereafter, we bused to Waterfront and rollerbladed! We saw a couple of guys whom Belle recognized as the ones longboarding and laughing at her falling, but then asking if she was fine, the previous time she was there. LOL

They were hi-ing and bye-ing us and telling us goodluck as we were attempting to go downhill on this steep slope. And we made it! There were a shitload of millipedes and centipedes and put together it was just a place of grosstipedes wargh

I poked at them with a leaf though cos it was interesting.

Hahahaha we went Causeway point to slack before picking up some Kettle chips for my mum, and we bused home and watched Bad Teacher on my comp. It was near 11 when Belle left and yeah that's about it for my day. :)

P.s this is the time to be....awesome.

2011-12-10T05:20:00.000-08:00

All those years that have passed us by

2011-12-10T04:01:00.000-08:00

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends. To appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded."

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

I guess sometimes we're all too caught up with trying to gain more advantages for ourselves in the midst of life that we forget the true meaning of what is to have lived. It's not about how much money you earn or how many places you've been - it's leaving this world a better place because of you, 'to know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.' There will be days we all feel down, when it seems like the world is against us, and even though we can't change the situations, we can change our responses to these situations, and make the most out of it. Because people change, time passes, bad and good memories fade, so why not make your life the best it can be, and for the people around you as well?

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你　
拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

2011-12-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hi, it's Saturday and I understand I haven't been updating in a long time! So we'll go backwards.

Today I woke up at 11.58AM. Harhar so much for a morning swim plan. #fail

I have been sleeping at retarded hours because of one person. ^_^

Anyway, back to about Friday. On Friday I woke up at 10AM and went to meet Calvin, Siti & Pameyla.

We trained down and went to SAM - Singapore Art Museum, and toured around. For me it's my first time there, well, at least according to my sorry excuse of a memory.

SO it was quite exciting because it's a different scene from what I've been doing these days. I really dislike the same old same old shopping mall-ing around, movie-ing around and what not. It just gets too stuffy and stereotypical after awhile. So it was refreshing to go do some other stuff like visiting art museums.

But because retarded me forgot my spectacles and couldn't be bothered to wear contacts, I was derived of being able to fully appreciate the art with my myopia hindering me and it was pretty frustrating.

Calvin could not appreciate the paintings as well due to a lack of interest so the four of us eventually drifted into two groups - cal and I and siti&pam.

Cal and I stoned at this dark room watching some Cambodian film about Americans dropping bombs or something, and then the other two joined us.

This painting of the mountain above really intrigued me. You see it now, it's just some grainy mountain.

But actually.....

Look closer

it's actually a mountain of faceless office workers wdf

#creepy

Can you say creepy??

You can read the descriptionn above.

Oh yeah I forgot to mention we ate some tasty chicken rice before visiting the museum.

And yeah after we finished with the first museum we went opposite and to the second one, which had this exhibition titled Dreams and Reality. It was beautiful to see, but I got bored fast due to me not being able to view them in their clear glory cos my vision was blurred asdfghjkl

So Calvin and I rotted at this Children's Corner and played Battleships with Calvin. LOL never knew it could be so fun!

Well, eventually I hustled them out of the museum cos I was dead bored. I like museums. I just got bored due to me not seeing clearly. Ironically, I suggested the next activity which was... catching a movie. LOL

We had an hour plus to kill before the movie started so Calvin and I went to Plaza Sing for a while.

So in a moment of impulse we all agreed and while Pam and I strongly disagreed to watch Michelle Chong's film, the Already Famous, Calvin and Siti still forced us to watch it anyway -_-

Have I mentioned how low my expectations for local films, productions and authors are? Don't get me wrong I'm not being a hater about my own country but c'mon admit it our education system does not generally encourage us to break the mold and be anything else but the jobs that are not so artistic as they are practical.

And sadly.... I was proven right after watching Already Famous.

Don't even get me started on the disgusting annoying song the film kept playing and playing. Fark it was seriously the opposite of an eargasm

Parted from my lovely bitches and alighted at Somerset to meet my boy because we were coincidentally around the same area; in fact he was at Cathay where I was watching AF, but we didn't see each other.

But we didn't have much to do so we trained back to northpoint and I accompanied him while he had dinner, and then we went home.

And then we spent the entire night talking nonsense... and I drifted off to sleep at 4+ or 5 wtf. Really need more normal sleep time.

Okay this picture above is from celestine's blog and i think the quote damn sad sia.

Hi let's talk about Thursday since I've talked about Friday.

So on Thursday I got up early and headed to school, but I was about 20 minutes late for training. Still, the rest of them had only started jogging when I arrived so it wasn't that bad actually. Caught up with their warmup pace eventually anyway though I might have cut... harhar.

Training was tougher and less slack with Ernest around. With only Jianhui and I around as epeeists, there wasn't much we could do, but I had a feeling Ernest made warm up especially long so we could join in. Haha lazy faggots from epee yi ge liang ge all don't want to come...

Then they went up to outside lecture theatre to train so we went as well; I stoned there reading Readers' Digest that came in the mail the night before. ^_^

Eventually I got bored so I went to bathe in school, resulting in wetting my shoes wtf

Then waited for C&MC faggots, weixuan and my boy and off we went for lunch @ Seoul Garden!

Super missed cutie Moon, she didn't come training that day :( :(

This is me and my pedobear. She's off for a holiday and I hope she comes back in one piece together with caivin and caiwen and calven. Harhar #insidejoke

Chiobu Candice terrorizing all of you with her terrible faces

Okay, then after Seoul Garden we all went home. Bathed yet again and prepared, and went to meet my boy at the mrt before heading over to Clement's house.

Slacked the rest of my afternoon away, I did some maths questions with the help of NPS. Whoopee

At night, accompanied those two barbarians for dinner before heading home with the boy's company.

晚安

2011-12-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

晚安

Did you know that 晚安 means I love you? Even though 晚安 actually means good night, it is pronounced as WAN AN, and every letter in WAN & AN means something. W- wo in chinese, I in english, A - ai in chinese, love in english, N - ni in chinese, you in english.

(For non chinese readers)

So basically WAN AN will translate to, wo ai ni, ai ni, as in, I love you, love you.

#justsayin

I only learnt it recently from Huanlin who learnt it from the china fencer so I thought it'd be interesting to share about. ^_^

let your smile change the world but not the world to change your smile

2011-12-07T05:22:00.001-08:00

Watch this video! It was reposted many times on my newsfeed so I decided heck, let's watch it, and haha! It is definitely damn true for most females. Harharharharhar

A short post today because I've not been out today besides fetching nixuan to my house, the weather is too terribly hot! But there was an unexpected shower of rain in the afternoon which was welcomed.

Sooo... I woke up to realize it was near noon and the house was deadly silent and I was all alone. Then I saw my mum's sms, "fruit in purple tupperware in fridge" LOL and I had a healthy breakfast of mangoes, tomatoes, cucumbers and apples.

Around 2+ I went to fetch Nixuan and we got food to eat while watching Scream at my house.

But we watched abit only before I complained that I was afraid that I couldn't bathe by myself without getting a heart attack. So we watched Scream Queen which is an awesome reality show slightly like ANTM in the sense that several competitors live in a place and go thru challenges and panel every week over a span of 8 weeks to decide on the last one standing, who will get the role of the female character in a horror movie, which in the episode we were watching was Saw VI

Watched for a good 4+++ hours before dinner and then she went home, and I decided to do some abcercises to work off some energy that was cooping up.

Well.. that's about it but I think I'll have shit on tomorrow so you can expect a better post tmr ! Have a great Thursday tomorrow y'all.